Dont read it !

...so i don't want to write about anything that is happening around me forget even the place i am now except that i make myself kind of busy and well make a waste of time in helluva ways .

..I just want to tell that it has been a sunny sunny day! Bye!

....well coming back i wish life had been this dream i wanted to live but obviously am not!

...I wish i had been married at 25 , yes the right age of marriage , had good *** for the first 2 years , had come to the place i am living now , not as a dependent but with a work permit , enjoyed good work in nice companies , feel prouuuuud of myself , have a beautiful vision of studying further , work for that goal , have kids by 28 and 30 .. enjoy work , kids, education the whole of 30's , , have parents living at that age to see me ( !! )..gosh the way i manage to land up at the wrong times , wrong places wrong mishaps . Sign!! bye again!!! I wish i never cme bak to this blog again as this is such a record of all the sad thoughts , terrible moments , of broken dreams ,sour experiences .....

but as you see i wake up again tomm morning , go through a depressingly domestic day and feel the same way at the end of day and not sleep till 2 in the morning and just go through another day and so on..you see there is no difference in the perceptions .