To drop a Cam

Buying a camera has been in my mind now for some time, actually from the time my cousin got married last year.It was the first grand wedding after a hiatus and we were trying to look the best in some way.One of the cousins was carrying a Sony 'Some' digital camera , and was using it quite in an interesting fashion ....I in my stupidity tried to operate it and after a few snaps of my parents of my family was trying to take a snap from a particular angle before suddenly it slipped from my hand...I was just looking at it if something was wrong when the owner of the camera came running to look if some thing went wrong with it..the Door of the lens got stuck and we were unable to open it....


Now knowing my cousins .At least i thought i knew then ..i thought it would be pardoned ..when that stupid started to talk in a gibberish tone of my not being careful in the most disgusting way which made be blabber a sorry one too many times....after looking for support from my other close people ..i realized they were getting uneasy in their looks ..instead of helping me they avoided my gaze acting and going away...which really bought tears to my eyes that day..Instead of supporting me they just left me there to face him giving some blank looks..It s experiences like this which will tell what is the nature of people..

After the scene i asked my brother to buy him a new digi cam of sony and sending him with my debit card ..he came back from there saying that it just got stuck and got released with the click of a button from side..It bought a smile to me and and said the same to the owner of the cam.Gosh it bought a relief and taught me a hard lesson..
1. Never touch other people 's things..
2. If you are in real trouble , don't look for help..It wont come.

After all this time i bought a camera of my own now 'IXUS' 70Canon which is fitting into the palm of the hand..and is making me wonder how will i react if some one drops it..
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Ooo...Meri Jaan..OooOooooOoo

Dearest Jaan,

What must it be like to flip from one person to another ..Telling them repeatedly the same things about yourself , the little impressive mails you write them
to show off your science expertise or your little show-off knowledge about the the sci-fi books and theories..the conclusions and sweet talk you do ..At some point you must really feel stupid about yourself ...

It reminds me of the feverish days i spent in waiting for a mail from you , a call from you...and the jump i had when it finally came.I cannot deny it was the sweetest period of my life..but how can you repeat the same thing over and over to any other person ..and i wonder why you do it ?to ward off your loneliness ? to just assure your self of your self?..Darling why do you do it?

Part of You.

When you are working you never imagine that this can happen with you.When you are a part of some thing everything around you is part of you , though everybody is a stranger they are all part of what you see everyday for 10 hours a day..It's just part of you.Some how you wont think that this is all for the day or this is just transitory until something gets deleted from the scene , or you are no more a part of it.This is always the first thought that comes to mind once you leave from a project or a firm .Never get used to it , no matter how many times we are there.