..and then I sometimes think would we have gone for such long lengths if there were absolutely no questions from anyone...If life was more than just coming back from work and watching TV ..If it has not been so many friends with kids around you..If life has been more ( meaning what ? ) ..not exactly sure.And which got me thinking what kind of life would have made me happy. Life would have been a complete thing

1) If I was not a developer but a Product Manager.
2)If I had a musical show every month.
3) If my art show was just around the corner.
4) If there was a big bash for the oncoming product launch.
5) If there was some thing always around like a birthday party of a friend , a family function or just a party.But would the picture be complete without the costly habit of drinking?


Yes then I would not have gone so much length as I am going now.Probably.

..and with every ending of a project my spirits dip and take some time to come back.Yes dear friend Life has to go on and the sad part this time is ..I am not sure I will be able to work for the rest of the time here.Yes things have to get difficult . Impossible every onset of winter I realize that Life is no better than last year.There are more responsibilities but none less ..and the other things are the same.The more you earn the more there is to spend.The respite is never near. So I come to another winter and another phase of being jobless...and yes I am sad.

But then 'One day at a time'.