Fun time!

Before the excitement wears off and before i forget to goad about it the whole time ..let me announce that i have come in papers and people can see me in the Sunday edition of eenadu , hyd in a small pic to the left ..and the reason for it winning the interior decoration of a living room in 'Home town' .Yupee ..the Prize money 54,000 ....but except the pic i don't have my name which is the sad part since i represented a friend who could not attend the competition ..and won for her .
The good part ..giving an interview for Gemini .
....The TV man saying 'madam u have spoken better than the anchor '!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
........The Marketing person of home town asking me whether i am an interior designer..
The sad part..I have to tell people 'i am here i am here.. :O
..the fun part ..Actually the experience. ;)

Cranky Thoughts

U know what people who just had a straight life have missed out a lot of fun in life ..and they have skipped the misadventures in everything. Just look like this ..U come out of college , there are no jobs around , females around you are either jumping into marriages because , well uhumm ..'who has seen the future' ? may be tomm getting this guy could also be difficult ..and well the guy is from US ..what else can happen better to me..and well the guy from college he seems to be too busy to notice me these days..actually what to do now ..well mom cried yesterday also ..and the guy who i have met that day seems to be ok , what if he has a already emerged bald head well he has the dollars ..if i dont jump now ..my future is doomed and that '@#@#' has already got a strappy partner beside her .. i am taking the jump taking ..taking..took :D ..So she takes the plunge and within two years realizes marriage has some good part but well it finishes off fast and what remains is cooking, washing , cleaning and blah..blah.. she looks around to find where exactly is hubby ..some meeting with client or a project kick off party and what is she doing exactly inside this? Clue less .

Now look like this .. She comes out of college , finds no jobs around , but well remembers that nothng has been smooth at any time ..so starts the struggle for the right job..but what is the right job ..more thinking ..After a stint in call center , plenty of courses , she realizes a good job is nothing but a comfortable job .Yes its as simple as that. Some where along the way starts the search for the right guy too ..but where to look exactly..this one ..arrey no ..may be this one..may be this is just not the right time ..or may be i should just take the plunge ..
That '#!#!' talked sweetly but what happened exactly ...what am i not looking good enough ..whats with my degree ..actual he has come from a worst college blade bull shit! oh..its just the contacts ..may be ..Well did not know him pretty well ..oh man the whole process is a big bull shit ..but atleast the other things are not worse ..so on it goes !!!! U see so many people and have so many misadventures that leading things normally becomes boring ..
how will you know how worse things can get
how idiotic people can get..
how to handle a situation when nothing seems to turn right?
how to write code ;) by copying from all over the world?
how to survive in this jungle of competition for every meagre thing ?
how to manage a jobless situtation?
how to tackle a dangerous manager .?
how to ..well everything!
This is how life should be and in the far off future you will really respect the hard won things . howz this one ?
--Cranky KB

Crocodile Fest

my seat at work has been changed from 47 to 45 ..its just a difference of 2 numbers ..but there is a hell lot of difference in the ambience..
Here i sit behind a moody manager whom the whole floor tries not to mess with..
If i could turn my head there atleast i could see other faces and hear their talk ..
If i turn my head here i face another wall..
this is just the begining of a 'crocodile festival' ;)

3 monkeys in 21 st Century.

So true !!!

It is ..

It is bad when there is no place to sleep when there are relatives around..
It is bad when the home u have grown feels so small and conjusted ..that u feel like running away..
It is very bad when people avoid ur place because there is no place to sleep in a comfort..
It is bad when a peaceful week end has to be spent in thinking such things ..and finding no alternative..
It is bad when the people who drop by are loud mouthed and too bold in their opinions..there is no place to run ..
It is bad when a person who is obsessed with cleanliness and order finds the whole home turned upside down..
It is bad when th week end flies by with you coming to work on a heavily raining sunday ..for training ..
It is bad when you miss the cab in such a weather ..
It is bad when the much hyped training is nothing but a 'firm activity' for the project manager..
It is bad when u are still in confusion..
It is still very bad when there seems no end to this endless thoughts ..

Last week..

......is dedicated to my trips in MMTS....
Some good views from the train ...

.......near the necklace road..

From the station ..

I want to badly , madly change my hair style, the look of the plait is getting boring to me and i want to change it to the open look . But for the hair to come to this length it has taken almost 6 months and i really dont want to cut it till july , just to see if it will come to the lenght i had in school ..Till then i have to wist fully see at all the new hair do's of people at work..

Gokarna!

I watched gokarna movie in the good old DD channel..It looked like the movie had been taken in 50 B.C and showed the original 'garbha gudi' of the place.Of all the three Lord shiva, Ganesha, and Bhadrakali Amma. ..and i was carried away for a moment to my own trip to the place..The one place where you can feel that shiva has placed his foot on this earth is gokarna..and the funniest part is the place being dominated by Ganesha temples everywhere..ganesha in the form of a small Brahmin's boy with a deep hollow spot on his head ..so deep that people actually put flowers and pour water in the shallowness ,standing erect and almost making you feel like he is a small boy from some world , who came to bless the world .

The shallowness comes from the knocks that ravana gives on his forehead when he puts down the atmalingam on the earth and thus was gokarnam formed and the atma lingam saved from going to Sri Lanka and sits now comfortably in the mountain wraps of western ghats...Ravana in his desperation to take the lingam from the sand there fails bitterly to root it from that place and twists the lingam so badly that some part of the lingam actually went into the earth and the opening took the shape of an cow's ear.(so it was called gokarna)..

I in my naiveness initially thought that the lingam would be in the shape of the cow's ear ..but the actual lingam which u get to touch now is just a small piece of the twisted lot and feels soft and warm..

..and the most amazing part of the whole place is the camp of foreigners who live around the beach there .it has one of the most beautiful beaches in India..with the water almost on the same level to the shore..and i heard that the last time after we left the place , the sea water had almost come till temple ..it wont be more than 3 km.s.