Many times I wonder how people have manged to stay in this country for such long periods of life.Without good friends . Not visiting home, no friends.Just a good life where u earn well and go on about like a lifeless statue..I agree even Chennai was no better. I did not have friends there also and was moving about lonely . But work place was good and very lively.All the gossip I missed at home I got it there.

There is my cousin here who has been staying here for the past 6 years.She has been at home from day one she has come here.No friends.No one to call her own.Just got used to life with her son and family and the US.A few days back i asked her to come to our place and the reason she gave as always made me quiet.She said that they were not planing any more visits for coming 2 years since they brought their home.Well....what ever.

So there is this little little girl who was always complaining and it needed a lot of effort from herside to remind of the fact that you should appreciate heaving shoes because there might be people who don't have legs.So she keeps saying this to herself and laughs at the way she can complain about every thing and anything under the sun.

Oh i have to cook , oh i have to walk to the end of the lane ,

oh this work can be boring but shudders at the thought of being work less

oh this sun it scorches your skin ..it was not long ago she was cursing the snow.

Oh this emptiness it can kill any one ..what about the continuous platter of unknown tamil from strangers?

Oh life is running fast..Ok so you want it to be slow ?

Oh this continuous gazing at the monitor? so where do you want to gaze you girlie.

Stopping complaining and start living.