Blogging and secrecy

It is quite strange that i can write only when i am alone and to this day of 1.5 years of marriage i did not share with hubby my blog .Mainly of course there are reasons ( i mean content ) .Hubby thinks i am a thorough negative writer from the glimpses he had while i was typing fastly or one day when i left the window open or when i was about to shut down and he zooms through the page in jet speed . He looks and says why should you write stuff when you cant share them .Ahemmm.. now i have been thinking of cleansing my blog of the negative content for very looong time . but it is yet to happen now and come out into this world from hibernation . But whatever i don't feel like doing it and then i cannot even write in sunshine blog because i cannot leave my old pal here .

and so this post is just to write this thing loud and write a hundred things which if i see now are all running to wards the negative sign .And so i am declared as one '-' writer.I will leave it here and just skip about the place ,look out of the window and squeal with delight and excitement over the beautiful landscape of snow , count my lucky stars at the wonderful events in my life , the cheating guys before my marriage , the stupidity at my belief in them , my own choices and the so called destiny of things happening. baah!!!

I did one good thing today.

..and so my lazy butt and I decided to go out today on the mission of making at least one round out from home ..and so i was in the library for the afternoon and was browsing through the magazines especially this one on yoga . yes i keep going back to things which i know a little bit about , there were many there but this one caught my eye somehow . SO i was going through this book and came across so many things for sale for yoga . Mats , yoga wear , gear for yoga pilates( the weird combination of traditional yoga and aerobics ) , the reason why so many Americans can maintain such slim figures . I realized one thing : these white skinned people can make a business out of anything . I mean to do yoga we need just one mat and then its your body .and so they have designer mats , pajamas , covers for the yoga mats , you name it they have it . And the magazine had the whole bunch of things for yoga and if i was not from India i would have thought that yoga has originated in US . They are into it soo much .So any way after going thorough them i picked some books from there and walked back to gym.

The one wonder of this place is even though so much snow is there around you , one small rain or one hot sun can dissolve it in 2 days . so the whole place was super slippery with the rain from morning and strangely it was not so chilly . It was fresh actually . So any way i managed to do one good thing today , have a good 30 mts walk.

oops ..and the new blog template is not working . ( Well I removed it ) , seemed too heavy for an ordinary blog !

Nothing much to write except that life is at a stand still .

It was so long ago!

Mom says 'Do you remember that day before marriage how it started to rain suddenly and there was so much work to be done around the house !

Me : Yeah , that was so long go! ( Really )

Bro says : How many times will you buy hard disks ? I brought just a year back one for you.

Me : Really ? that was so long ago!

I see the marriage pictures and wonder if it is just me all smiling and laughing wrapped up in a kind of innocence . Oh that was so long ago!

MIL : Is this the same dress that you wore when we came to see you ?

ME : Yeah its the same dress! That was so long ago.

Madhu : You remember the times when we used to spend money without a second thought ?

Me : (Sign ) . Yup I do . That was so long ago.

..Marriage does this to you .