Dearest Jaan,
What must it be like to flip from one person to another ..Telling them repeatedly the same things about yourself , the little impressive mails you write them
to show off your science expertise or your little show-off knowledge about the the sci-fi books and theories..the conclusions and sweet talk you do ..At some point you must really feel stupid about yourself ...
It reminds me of the feverish days i spent in waiting for a mail from you , a call from you...and the jump i had when it finally came.I cannot deny it was the sweetest period of my life..but how can you repeat the same thing over and over to any other person ..and i wonder why you do it ?to ward off your loneliness ? to just assure your self of your self?..Darling why do you do it?
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