..writing anonymously takes away the thrill form writing gradually and you can almost shut down the blog ..so here it is, the Ms sunshine thing and i am not sure till when will the sunny days will be ..
..so it is this lazy Saturday afternoon and hubby dear is doing his favourite thing 'zzzzzz...' and i as usual cant blink my eye in the afternoon when i am in 'this' kind of mood ..don't know what exactly 'this ' is ! When ever i post some thing i am not sure now whether i should write it for the Dr.jekyll or Ms . Hyde , a relatively new confusion for me! ..
...I am afraid to make any noise since Hd is having his really one of those peaceful sleep and i am typing away ! Did a really disastrous meal today with almost no spice and i am wondering why simple meal can turn so bad , its actually a normal Saturday menu which i made a zillion times till now , many times even to my brother and he loved my aloo curry and tomato rasam so much !!
...today being dassera , the pooja part went well and Hubby actually washed the dishes for me ! He woke up in this dazed fashion with me and said , don't worry , I will wash the dishes and i am like 'which side to see and thank the stars ? I am lucky today and hurriedly went to the bath room before he changes his mind or some thing and by the time i finish he is done with 3/4 of the stuff . I make a delicious coffee and offer him but he is too involved and nods a NO and i take the vessel which he has washed just now , make some coffee and keep back in the sink and he is like 'How many times am i supposed to wash the vessel ..mumble mumble ..and pat comes my reply 'THAT is what I do daily"!! LOL
..so I go into pooja and he is his usual self ''i call it his 'hidden pooja' , goes inside the room and shuts the door !! Don't have a clue what he does inside and when i ask him he says he is done !! Man that happens quite fast and that is when i miss 'my' home when nanna used to do his daily pooja and the whole house would smell of the Agnihotram..Will those days ever come back!!!
Time and people are just there to change continuously .
There was a time when mama would look after and manage a whole temple by himself , denying himself the credit of anything . He left at the turn of the century and a big flavour kind of thing started to miss strongly from hence forth . Then after 9 years nanna goes off and home is no longer home . You keep searching for that some thing and its just not there .
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