When i read my poor blog i some how don't like it .Not because i have become a married aunty now but because i don't know why i lost that 'ZZZing' thing in this blogging stuff.For one thing i stopped enjoying little things in life.I don't know why.Before marriage ..hmm..dont know how to put it but there was some thing which i find suddenly missing now.What exactly is it..I try to think and cannot place my finger on it now.Humour? Anticipation?? what is it exactly ?I know every persons story is different and i married neither for money nor for status.I married just because i thought Hd was a decent guy .Decent and pleasing.Well behaved.No-highfunda-attitude.and all simple things.No quick change of tempers .No i-know-u-have-to-listen-to-me.
All neat things..but all these things are just like ..mirror copies of my attitude.And some where in all theses travellings, sitting at the back of the bike, roaming and more roaming , right from day one of married life, the turned down offers of jobs in chennai , my previous companies issue with me, the comparisons with other people, the little health issues, stress at the work place form no project , god i think i have never been stressed so much ..the inability to quit the job ..God ! are there enough issues to think of. Well may a few more will add on.

..And the funniest thing is i have subscribed to 55666 from my mobile to get me some gyan on romance which send messages like 'Love is a gift from one's innersoul to another so that both can be whole' and i keep wondering ..when am i going to understand the real meaning of it all?