I wish I was.
I wish I was one of those people that I see in company with a smile on their lips and laughter in their eyes. Who don’t have to worry about many things at one time. Who don’t know what is actually trouble in their lives. For them life is just one passing flow from one destination to another without a break from college to a work place. Who had nothing to trouble their little souls about, who had nothing to think in the wake of night about what to do tomorrow since their nothing to do..who never had to plan their career because it has been planned for them..who had nothing much to get depressed about since u know everything has been set.

Who don’t have to worry that the clock already shows 8 o clock and cannot spend a minute more in bed.Who don’t have to worry coming out of the bath room that it is already 8 45 and they don’t have to enter sheepishly before the in-laws in the kitchen ..who don’t have to have one ounce , thread of remorse in them that they are not good enough in some things..who don’t have to listen to perfect stories of daughter inlaws..who don’t have to leave their husband in some other city ..who don’t have to talk and explain other people that they could not leave the current job as there is a recession going on around with no signs of going up in future ..who don’t have to cry some sad story to other company HR about what happened in the previous company..who don’t have to whist and look at all things gone wrong and all the missed chances in life..abbbbaaahhh..

I wish I was not like this.