To be or not to be........

The messenger list shows him ..you never know whether to say hi or not..its always the question that looks up at you..to be or not to be..

To be..it was always the thing you wanted..always..deep down you never wanted it to end like that ..but it had right on you r face..slapping you across....you never could absorb it but it had happened ..there is no denying..it has...

To not to be..you promised yourself you will never turn back..you had promised your dear ones the same too..why are promises so hard to keep?they are really....it is just easy to break just by saying hello..the excitement always in seeing the Id ..why did it not die you ask yourself ..
after all ..and again ..

To be or not to be is a question?