..wondering why my thoughts are directed towards her all of a sudden.Was browsing you tube videos ..yeah I know that's what all work less childless people do and came across the old video which I saw in home many years back.So I watch this video and of course wondered what happened to her now.And bang I google and see this pretty picture of her with family in US.
To turn from a hot actor to a home-next door neighbour she I think has faced all the more problems than any normal woman faces in US.But did it not occur to her before marrying? I mean how can a actor who hops between studios with a car and driver always at her disposal moves to US. What did she expect to be there here. Now she runs a small dance school for the NRI children here.If she might have been in India I am sure she would have given more shows and been more content with her work.
On what else I am doing..Cleaned the house like some devil came into me and ended up having body aches all over.Thanks to a vacuum cleaner which weighs a ton.There are days when you hate everything and I think today was just like that. Partly because of how much time I spent alone.Right from college days to 3 years down my marriage life the pattern of life did not change much.The same problem after problem cropping ..the same loneliness ..the same waiting for some thing to happen...The same bloody fucking pattern..Oh today was too much time alone.Thanks to hubby who did not want me to tail him.
On what else I saw in you tube ..'What not to wear'..I think I saw the nth episode today and reaffirmed my belief that your external look can definitely change your internal make-up...and more than that its the baggage people carry with them.Childhood inhibitions. I think many of us dont grow from them.As a kid growing up and as adult I wanted to be tall. Well Its not possible for the whole population to be tall..So it is important to embrace who you are and dress as per the our body type.No one teaches these things in school and by the time we realize this stuff we would have lost so many precious years.
To turn from a hot actor to a home-next door neighbour she I think has faced all the more problems than any normal woman faces in US.But did it not occur to her before marrying? I mean how can a actor who hops between studios with a car and driver always at her disposal moves to US. What did she expect to be there here. Now she runs a small dance school for the NRI children here.If she might have been in India I am sure she would have given more shows and been more content with her work.
On what else I am doing..Cleaned the house like some devil came into me and ended up having body aches all over.Thanks to a vacuum cleaner which weighs a ton.There are days when you hate everything and I think today was just like that. Partly because of how much time I spent alone.Right from college days to 3 years down my marriage life the pattern of life did not change much.The same problem after problem cropping ..the same loneliness ..the same waiting for some thing to happen...The same bloody fucking pattern..Oh today was too much time alone.Thanks to hubby who did not want me to tail him.
On what else I saw in you tube ..'What not to wear'..I think I saw the nth episode today and reaffirmed my belief that your external look can definitely change your internal make-up...and more than that its the baggage people carry with them.Childhood inhibitions. I think many of us dont grow from them.As a kid growing up and as adult I wanted to be tall. Well Its not possible for the whole population to be tall..So it is important to embrace who you are and dress as per the our body type.No one teaches these things in school and by the time we realize this stuff we would have lost so many precious years.
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