Yes I am. Really tired. Looking back now we had an almost perfect setting in Minneapolis. Nice house, good utilities, friendly neighbours who would respond to a call.A very bad but fast car.Some comforts which we got with some trouble. An addition i managed to get a job. A fairly good one.Not well fetching but OK for the time being.What did I do to loose all that?Did i deserve that kind of relocation where i sweat to sell everything and go. Its still like yesterday.I remember the day when it was my birthday and I was grand 30 years.Alone in an almost empty house sleeping on the floor.I asked one neighbour of mine to take some pics just to record some moments of the day. no grand party or some get together or some cake cutting or some outing some thing ..but i need to solace myself that things are better than the previous year when i lost the most important person in life.
So we move back to India, to sweaty places and struggle to relocate and move within the place.Again setting up the home and struggle.New job, new people, new company to work, new politics. All against me. only thing is this time i find a job quickly , thanks to some thing called 'recession is over'. its not even 10 months down the lane and there i am again moving things out. Again.
I am back to being jobless and bore dome. Back to staring out of the window.Calls to home in the morning.Something to talk and nothing much to say actually.I am tired of this relocating business.frankly.between countries.Only nice thing in this whole business was we repaid kalyan's loans from the past.At least i am thinking its because of me and my small jobs.My moving and my moving jobs.I am tired.
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